I conquered my ultimate fear...
Yes, I booked a photographer to take pictures of my family, with me in them! This was huge for several reasons.
1. I like to be in control and do things myself (yep, still pretty much a toddler at heart). I had notions of getting a remote shutter release and I've scoured Amazon reviews trying to find the best but I never found one that seemed to be perfect. And I wasn't sure that I could trust another photographer to capture the image of my family that I knew I wanted to capture in my head.
2. I (like many of us out there) live on a budget. I hear you all who say that professional photography is expensive. I can understand the appeal of running into the department store studio but I've been there. It isn't really that much cheaper. And I've seen the options that are out there. I follow lots of photographers and there are some really amazing people, capturing and creating amazing images. I couldn't even consider going into a dept. store studio setting for the frantic 15-30 minutes. I've learned that these images are an investment that I really really want to make.
3. I absolutely hate having my picture taken. I am not the person who can naturally look beautiful in front of the camera. It takes work. I've taken self portraits to practice and it doesn't seem to help. I try different expressions and look weird or awkward. I can't even pull off funny and goofy in a cute way. There are a handful of images that I've felt good about- my senior pics and my wedding pics.
But despite these hurdles, I really wanted an updated family picture to hang in our new(ish) house and so when the amazing
Jen McKen announced an opportunity for mini-sessions, I jumped. Seriously, I think I almost immediately sent a message after reading her post. This was perfect for us. A relaxed family session out at a park. That is us.
So I've been following Jen on FB for awhile (maybe just a little harmless stalking). I found out about her when she took a stand last year against
bullying. I read that blog post and saw that she was from near where I grew up, had great values, and was
an amazing photographer... of course, I wanted to be her friend :-)
And outside the internet world, she's just as great a person!
We met up at Keystone State Park (a little park near my mom's house). We brought a blanket, some books and a game of Chinese Checkers. Then Jen just let us do our thing and she clicked away. The kids had so much fun and I was having so much fun with them that I didn't have time to feel awkward or self conscious.
And Jen captured some great images.
Go
here and see them!
Thanks Jen!